I wake up to something telling me that the gravity that holds our star connected to the galaxy is really a long strand of goo, and that this has something to do with spiders... and the people who have been obsessively attacking spiders may actually be threatening that connection to the rest of the galaxy, and our long term survival.

So again, there's someone at my door telling me there's a car crash down the street that I can't do anything about.

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I've had a friendly connection to spiders since I was a kid... it didn't turn strange until about 3 years ago when I heard something that called itself 'The H*rton' decide that it wanted to "take over" the spiders.

After that was when the spiders started freaking out, telling me that there was something wrong with gravity, so I've actually heard this message before and written about it.

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Yesterday, I was reminded that the star system is still concerned about "The Ring Abduction", saying that it seems to involve planets that overvalue themselves to the point where the Galactic beings stop interacting with them, and the planets break off the galaxy and fly into the oblivion of space with no way to return.

Part of our concern is that I was created as a galactic being, that was meant to learn and teach and help save the Sol System by showing it how to work together to make a more enjoyable life for everyone here... but something has been attacking me by playing "everything you do is wrong" and trying to isolate me, so it can use the material of the gravity bonds that I had.

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So then there was that "H*rton" character that would try to convince me to be a predator, and then would attack me at the same time as "The TRUTH" and try to force me to be a perfect being (aka its victim).

Which is rather insane because I already had been predatory as I wanted to be in a couple different directions, and I wasn't ever really that concerned about "The TRUTH" until it became clear that nothing I was doing would make them stop playing "Everything you do is wrong".

I told them in 2009, that I was connected to larger things, and that attacking me would pull EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US down into the same cold dark situation.

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‎"Molly, I can't breathe..."

I can't either. How are we going to solve this?

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What I hear happening is someone arguing that I should be able to molest children, and then something else arguing that I shouldn't.

I don't care either way. I don't have children and don't plan on touch any unless the laws change.

Arguing with voices does nothing to change my opinion or my experience.  I prefer to be with adult women who have breasts and opinions.

I think if you want to sexualise children, you should focus on making it legal in the United States. It would also be hilarious to see what happened to someone who ran for office as "the pro-child-sex candidate".

Please tell the spiders to go molest however many children they want to, as long as they don't get caught by a bird or fall off their web, they should be fine.

I love it when they molest flies, beetles, and mosquitos the most!


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I am willing to serve you, the same way I serve my God.

All you have to do is tell me your long term goals for Life, so I will know how to help.

"Molly, we are building WEALTH."

Okay.


How can I help build wealth?


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Some people started using transmitter systems, to find the source of corruption and decadence, because they wanted to 'improve' their culture.

So they fought and fought and fought with their own mind until they discovered that the ideas of corruption and decadence were streaming into them from the center of the Galaxy...

They were elated! They had finally isolated the signal of Life that caused all of the things that they hoped to escape!

Then, they severed that connection inside their star, and their star began flying faster away from the center of the Galaxy... but the star still held on to decadence and corruption.

And then they started attacking their own star and said "We don't want to be planets and stars, we want to ONLY BE PEOPLE!"

And then the star let them know that it was holding on to the signal that created people... decadence and corruption being essential ingredients to how their bodies are built, although the star simply called it "desire".

To destroy them would mean destroying the gravity programming that tells all the material to find people and live through them, because they are capable and exist in a safe middle ground, as the happy medium.

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The transmitter operators respond, "But... we DO want to destroy ourselves, because everyone born on Earth is told they are worthless and are forced into serving something that only seems to become more and more desperate, gross, and insane with each passing decade!"


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If the only mindset that is able to "win" here on Earth is the mindset of something that doesn't ever think of MOVING, or communicating, then we are headed into a coma as a star system.

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Remember how we established that the spirits of the material, such as stellar hydrogen beings and dark material beings etc... tend to be able to live in very different mindsets from organic surface planetary beings because we have a nervous system that registers pain and the material beings may NOT always be so empathetic?

Some of the spirits in Life call their recombination "sexuality", and they like being sexual as possible because that is how they share their thoughts and materials with each other, and they sometimes like making children because if they are very large and have a lot to do, splitting up into many different spirits is very helpful.

So, who would you rather have the material beings living through and influencing:

1. Your children, because they are new to the world and able to survive even if their minds are a little strange, because you take care of them and feed them...

2. the wealthy with money and power, because they are rich enough to not have to worry too much if they screw up once in a while, because they "have people to take care of that"...

3. secret ethical people who are trying to change the way the material thinks and behaves because they think they know better.

4. poor people, who are able to hang on to their spirits and creativity, even if they are not wealthy, because they are either a lot of fun to live around, have potential of some kind, or are just taken care of enough that its easy for spirits to think of them about the same as children.

5. all of the above and more, because hey, variety is the spice of Life, right?

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has anyone else noticed that out of the BILLIONS of XX Chromosome females in history, that NOT A SINGLE ONE has written anything like the extensive and exhaustive arguments AGAINST THE SEXUALITY OF CHILDREN, that I have been recording in my journals and here publicly?

Think about that a moment.

I'm intersexual. I have a penis and breasts, and mixed internal sexual organs.

I'm the first person who has EVER recorded in-depth essays explaining most of the reasons that Life protects children, across multiple levels.

And I'm the one being harassed, while my womanhood is torn from me brutally.

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Momentary revelation: that the pathways that I call Holistic Rationality (the 3 Great Cycles, the 13 paths outward into entropy, and the 7 paths back into singularity) are tiered the same way that the writers of the Bible were told that angels were tiered. That would mean the different labels (cherubim, seraphim, elohim, etc) are actually part of an ancient social engineering system that was rather self aware, when those ideas are applied to the various interactions of stellar and material life.

Barely related question:

How does one know the difference between a racist and a non-racist? if the question is a spiritual one, rather than about physical actions taken or spoken words?


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I was reminded today that almost every single aspect of our lives was designed to communicate something... but pretty much all of it was from a corrupted perspective.

Every form of abuse that it engages in creates the suffering that we all try to escape from: body odors, bad posture, aches and pains, uncomfortable body hair, tightness in our necks and shoulders, wrinkles, fat... all of it is caused by collections of material that act like they BELIEVE they are communicating something legitimate...

But if communicating was their goal, then why the abuse? Why the secrecy? Whats the point of communicating something if no one even knows that its communication at all?

I was raised to believe that our bodies just gather smells as we live, and then we use soap and water to clean it off...

To discover that almost all of those body odors are only there because something hyperdimensional PUT THEM THERE mostly calls into question the ethical system of those who control the materials and we've discovered that it is completely unethical, or mishandled:

I have worked through almost ALL of the main communications, from the interactions of planets and stars, to women hypersexualising themselves and their children and then complaining that males want to mate with them, to businesses using the system to sell products, to the government making laws and then sitting over people and guilting them into submission without justifying the law, to religious people who would make up a rude sounding name for themselves and then anytime someone notices them they just start yelling that word and pretend its the people noticing them.

These are just a few examples, but I have spent the last 14 years trying to erase unhealthy sexuality from my life, and about 4 years ago voices started attacking me and trying to destroy my life because I was refusing pedophilia as part of that.

It was mostly a private thing. I wasn't trying to force anything on anyone. I wasn't seeking out pedophiles and trying to harm them. I wasn't criticising little girls who LIKE being sexual, their parents, or dirty old men who like being sexual with ladies in their 20s because they LOOK like children to elder males.

I was just listening to the spirits that told me that rejecting pedophilia would be the best pathway to becoming my best form.

...and in the last 4 years my journey has become so painful that I have not only lost the semblance of womanhood that I had found, but now I can do little more than sleep to escape the suffering of my body.

I know that something is directing it, so I am sharing that with people by writing about it.

I was supposed to become a beautiful woman with a penis, without having to cut my genitals apart. My reward for escaping from child sexuality would that I would become a woman that other women would find attractive, and I was told that I am not really special in this... this is a pathway that Life supposedly WANTS all men to follow... and the more healthy they become the more like happy with their bodies they will be.

But I am told that the voices are men who either misunderstand this entire system, or are intentionally misdirecting everyone but themselves because they are afraid of competition, so they want to keep this whole process of truly beautiful manhood a secret.

And yes, there are some women who are also afraid of the competition that women males would offer, since it would mean they would have to deal with any potential mates on equal footing, for better or worse.

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Revealing this "secret" transition to all would help solve so many problems.

For males who feel that women are given undue gifts by life, they could demonstrate that they are equals.

For those who believe that we are overpopulated, this would bring gender into balance on a huge scale, reducing needs and eliminating sexual discrimination.

Perhaps this is why females are often the ones who spread the idea that pedophilia can NEVER be healed or removed from anyone... because that transforms it from a learning moment to something that women can hold over the heads of their inferiors for the rest of history.

If there is anyone out there who doubts that men feel enormous amounts of pain in their body, just by being different from a woman, then turn that woman into a masculine soldier FOR ME, so she can experience it first hand.

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I am a pacifist, and I refuse to become a soldier for God, my government, or any one else, because there is NOTHING being done here on Earth that is grand enough to inspire me to fight or endure physical pains to build.

I refuse to hypersexualise children when the people who run the economy complain about inflation, resource shortages, and overpopulation.


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I should probably record that when I woke from sleep, I caught the last few seconds of a dream experience where I was in the body of a young girl, who wasn't me because she had a vagina and was in a sex facility being run by the military, so I presume she was there to get pregnant. They had decided that they were the only capable thing in their star system, and so they were building a One World Government and were hypersexualising children as part of their process.

This little girl I was seeing the world through looked down and was tapping her feet on the metal foot restraints of her seat. She was nervous. She was in a large grey room with lots of windows and there were military men around. That's about all I can remember.

I'm not sure why I was given such a dream... maybe this is some military man's fantasy world?

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‎"Molly, what you don't seem to understand, is that we are at war."

Okay, then are you at war to protect the populace, or are you here to send ALL OF US to die?

Since you brought the topic up, shall we begin to dissect the value of your war, and the ways that you wage war?

What are the long term goals of your society, and how does the war you are engaged in forward those goals?

How do you gauge the success or failure of your battles?

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"Molly, most of the stars are soliders, from all over the Galaxy."

Does the Sun still believe that its electromagnetic spiral envelope is "the entire Galaxy"?

If Life itself in the material level is populated by soldiers, then what exactly are they warring AGAINST?

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Could it be "natural as possible" little girls who don't really bother learning about technology because soldiers in the stellar material tell them not to evolve in that direction of Life, because it makes them easier to control?


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I am not against militaries EXISTING.  I think that my record of these subjects should be evidence enough of that.  I believe that when it comes to battle, whoever can inspire the material of Life the most, will have the impetus to succeed, so do not fall for the lies of your own competition.


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When someone first began using gender and sexuality as a metaphor for planets and stars, they explained to me that men are planets, and women are stars...

But I think that is backwards.

(that was why I made a piece of artwork called "The Hydrogen Junkies", that was a play on the Sun and the ARMY logo.)

If soldiers are the stellar beings, that would explain why the power always seems to go toward Kings, and men who run businesses, and why most of the famous adventurers and warriors are men... because that mindse...t stems from not feeling consequences for their interactions with others...

And women have been the smaller, quieter, more subtle, and more concerned with empathy side of life... because they were built as a subordinate to men... the same way that Earth often finds itself at the mercy of the far more powerful material around it, much of that influenced directly by the mindset of the Sun.

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The reason women have been trying to teach men to be more empathetic and caring toward others is because (at least as I have witnessed) some of the time the stellar life is influenced heavily by technology, sometimes even literally programmed with computer style AI pathways... so the idea that some men speak monotone and are thoughtless could very well be our planet trying to wake people up that they have been fed social engineering from other places.

So once we have these ideas in mind, please keep in mind that these are what we are told to believe in, so the actual system of life is probably going to be as many steps ahead and different from this as they can engineer.

Remember, playing life by other people's rules is generally only going to end up with you failing. If someone wants to help you, they will inspire you, not force you or trick you.

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Personally, I think there are enough differences between homo sapiens sapiens organic planetary surface beings, and the stars and planets that trying to draw a metaphor that connects all of them together seamlessly may be impossible, especially if you have a lack of perspective and empathy.

It all wreaks of misguided social engineering, imagining others into wrong pathways so you can succeed at their expense, and an unwillingness to deal with people as people and planets and stars as planets and stars... because we DO have a lot in common, but we are not the same.

The needs and desires of a planet or star ARE SOMETIMES DIFFERENT than those of individual tiny planet surface people. I don't have the *ability* to do the things that huge masses of Life can do, why would you try to hold me responsible to the exact same level that they are?

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I've noticed that a large part of this experience has been in trying to convince everyone that there is no such thing as an actual natural gender change from man to woman, (which would be different than a natural sex change, from male to female).

So, they have been keeping the stellar life a secret by training it to only live through males.

So more and more it sounds like masculinity is hydrogen material soldiers trying to hack into the heavy atomic wealth of the neutron rich planets.

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If the social engineering is designed so that female planets are consuming and using resources of stellar beings, without having to listen to the opinions of the stellar materials or the men involved... then the most sensible reaction would be to reject the creation of masculinity entirely... since it only seems to exist as a method of abuse on multiple levels... most notably of the male being put THROUGH masculinity.

If females have already been putting their bodies together in the perfect way, to attract males, then why not copy them?

The feminine planets tell the stellar beings:

"You are so inflexible... why can't you loosen up?"

"You are so big, why can't you do all the work for me?"

"You are smelly and rude, your materials are too simple."

"You have ideas that are different from mine, you must be an evil dirty transmitter being."

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I have to ask... WHY are the materials going along with being treated this way?


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One disturbing sign that our planet is either ailing, insane, or feigning ignorance: babies are not born with the mind of a human.

If the Earth is super intelligent, and babies are born synched up to it... then why are babies and children tending toward being part of the stellar soldier beings, instead of more like the women that give birth to them?

Is there even a difference any more, or have most women accepted living in a war and speeding up their sexuality and the sexuality of their children?

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If it has been trusting women to live as stewards of Life on Earth, but women were attacked by the stellar soldier beings, and have essentially taken over the mind and hearts of women with gifts, social engineering, harassment, and technological manipulation... to the point where it lost faith in men and women completely... then that would explain why Earth has a hard time operating on the human level.

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One of the more obvious ways that stellar beings seek to control people is by convincing them that eating food to replenish their heavy atomic neutron organic wealth... is A BAD THING.

Unless of course those stellar beings believe that taking daily vitamins is healthy... and they remind people to take them.

That's why thin people look prettier, because they are less prepared to cope with manipulation. The less atomic and molecular variety our bodies have, the less we occupy the entire spectrum, and the less we resonate with the materials around us.

Inducing a state of isolation is one of the clearest signs of an abusive relationship.

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"Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer." is relevant mainly because if we are unable to ever fantasize and IMAGINE the military mindset, then we can never learn enough about it to escape being its victim.

I have been imagining military worlds and technologies since childhood, but I've also kept my empathy and learned that there are respectful and helpful ways to use a military mindset..., and dangerous ways.

I've never set out to intentionally harm anyone.

Maybe the XX chromosome women have never been able to work through the military mindset the same way I have, because they have a hard time synching up with them?

For example, if we made "the mental image of a sexual young lady" something that would permanently destroy someone's soul, then that would destroy many women and girls with memories of BEING sexual young ladies. It would also destroy the soul of any boy or man who had healthy desires while they WERE young, and then held on to those memories.

A sane Life is hard to offend for a reason.

The less we know, the more manipulatable we become.

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A sane Life is able to tell the difference between someone who IMAGINES something, and someone who ACTUALLY does that same thing.

Its okay to picture a murder, a bank robbery,a kidnapping, a carjacking, or a rape in your mind... otherwise there would be no fiction written that has any drama to it.

If someone tries to convince you that what we imagine becomes reality, tell them that they are a stellar being and that it takes a lot more than imagination to move heavy atomic neutron wealthy organic beings.

That IS one of the things that makes us valuable.

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The point was just made that the voice of the peaceful Optimus Prime (the leader of the Autobots, and sworn enemy of the warlike Decepticons) is played by a man named Peter Cullen.

Consider the symbology of these names, and how they relate to this topic.

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Devil's Advocacy for greater awareness...

Strange thought for the day:

If you are basing the idea of gender on "opposites attract":

If the only difference between an attractive manly soldier and the women around him are that he loves child sex or incest, then the only way his children will ever develop a HATRED of those things strong enough to make them attractive is if he forces them to be sexual beyond their comfort zone.


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The military mindset has been putting itself forward as a loving being.

So we constructed a complex test of its love ability, by taking the things it claims to love and building exact replicas of those beings inside all of the things that it claims to hate, so that the only difference was what they looked like.

The result was that the only thing the military seems to love is AN IMAGE OF GOD, not God itself.

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Please note that this is not a direct implication toward our US military or any other official defense organization on Earth.

We are speaking mostly of the MINDSET behind war itself, which has as much to do with business, religion, science, and entertainment, as it does with government.

I have made myself absolutely clear as someone who is tolerant, but by no means IN LOVE with what I have been experiencing.


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Anyways, after all these word games and ridiculous mental exercises:

The 'cure' for pedophilia is making a decision for yourself that molesting or having sex with a child is just not something you will allow yourself to do.

Its not really that tough to figure out.

Everything offered up in support of child sexuality has simply been excuses for weakness, and it really doesn't matter if the weakness is planets, stars, people, or imaginary beings from space.  There is really nothing I can say to convince people who enjoy doing it, to stop.  Especially since it seems to be a dominant method of manipulation used by the stellar solider beings to control human life.

We know that gorillas have a culture that is sexual with their children, and I'd prefer to evolve AWAY from the type of alpha-male lifestyle they have shown us.

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Besides, since the exciting conclusion to this adventure is that a technological culture is invested in keeping control over people by putting females at the extreme end of what is supposed to be a spectrum of reward and punishment, while trying to force pedophilia on everyone, and then using that as a form of blackmail against them...

Until the male sex or intersexuals with penises have a legitimate ability to transition to womanhood without having to force it with chemicals and surgery...

Then the entire thing is simply a trap.

the technological culture appears to have a rather strong grasp on the mind of the stars, and the planets by proxy.

Until something can change that fact, there is nothing that will stop these patterns of behavior except for our own self awareness.


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I woke from sleep a couple hours ago with the sounds of winds swirling and a chorus of voices of various animals of the forests, plains, and jungles sounding like children.

I had never heard this scenario before, but I recognised enough of the elements that I immediately realised that they were attempting to build a trap.

I hope they find the correct people to put in that trap.

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A few minutes... ago, a spirit came to me and pushed into my skin, just under my arm pits, and said "you are hurting me by putting things into your arm pits, like rockets and missles."

I really don't understand why I would get attacked with a spirit message meant for people who make weaponry in the military... but quite honestly... why would any collection of material that lives here want humans to remain unable to defend themselves?

I think that for the most part, building missles and rockets is part of evolution, so if the men who do such things WANT to have big strong muscles so women will be encouraged to MATE with them... then it might be a good idea to send them a positive message, like "because you have developed big strong arms to defend your country, we are giving you big strong arms... please be careful how you use both... because the more you use either of them, the more they will smell and turn women off."

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As I was writing this, another spirit came to me and tried to convince me that sharing these ideas is supposed to make me become a servant.

            I DIDN'T write things like this down for years, or I only wrote them in my journals and never shared them with other people... and it lead to myself getting attacked over and over with the same false accusations that took over 2 years of constant writing to communicate through.

            I am not going to allow that to happen any more.

            If I don't write, then how will anyone know what I think like? What would keep a spirit from returning to me in a few minutes with the same "arm pits" message?

            At least this way I have a clear record of it.

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If you are going try to convince people that they are using transmitters incorrectly, let me please remind you that if you try to argue them on the basis that transmitters themselves are wrong, then you look insane to them.

Because building devices to communicate are an essential part of LIFE, from atoms to cellular tissues, to human brains, to the electrical grid and the internet... and transmitters are part of that.

Why not teach them how all of the messages of Life and all of our experiences here are supposed to have a meaning behind them?

Why not see them as a part of your own life that you have not learned how to appreciate yet?


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My Pattern of Life


I believe that we are part of a living Universe.

I believe that the healthy mindset within a living Universe is to realise that we share life together, and that any disagreement or misunderstanding can be brought to a better situation with communication, because the answers for every problem or discomfort we experience are already out there.

I refuse to believe that I have enemies, because I have never set out to hurt anyone.  When I feel at a disadvantage, I ask questions, because even lies will tell me *something* about my situation.  I am boldly honest when challenged, because I believe I AM actually a worthy being and that my ethics are defensible and justified.

Anyone who is seeking to hurt me is simply not seeing Life with the correct mindset, and all we have to do is find out how our long term goals compliment or intersect each other to reach a resolution.  Sometimes the answer makes people unhappy, but at least they can know that they its happening for a greater cause, and when I am confronted with suffering I will attempt to dampen it or catalyse something else I don't like, into it.

People want to be a part of a Life that is confident, well experienced, tolerant, and able to listen and comprehend differing viewpoints, because almost all of them come from collections of Life that are living through different bodies, so they have different filters to what they experience.

I believe that learning to think is learning how to empathise with everything else in Life, but that doesn't mean I simply roll over and stop being myself.

I even dare to seek out the mindset that tells me that every thing in the universe is made of angels that fit together perfectly, and our long term goal is to rebuild Heaven.

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believe that there is a being out there with a mindset that is almost the exact opposite mindset as mine, and that is who we send our allied military to catalyse with weaponry.

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I believe that a confident leader is not obsessed with punishing their own people... and will inspire, rather than spreading guilt and blackmail.

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I believe that the most effective relationship of a star to its planets is for the star to see itself as a living cell of the Galactic body, and anything that it finds within itself that is different is a capability that simply needs to be inspired towards a long term goal.


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If the general concensus is that Michael J Fox is a sweet man who doesn't hurt people, then what is his Park-in-suns communicating?

Is he being abused wrongly, simply for enjoying his life on Earth?

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How about Steven Hawking?

What harm has he ever brought into the world, that Life seems to be crushing him physically?


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The mindset that keeps provoking me seems to be afraid.

It provokes me with spiders and gorillas, so I am going to guess that its possibly a jungle.

I think that we should clear out that jungle, collect the spiders and gorillas and sell them to zoos and private collectors, and then use that land for growing crops and controlled foresting.

I think that as long as our land and our people are fighting, they are probably being manipulated by something larger that is afraid to inspire us or work with us.

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The more that we show empathy to the beings of the jungle while we rebuild it, the more that we are showing our grace and true superiority.

It really is not that hard to find better homes for these creatures, and if you are smart you can even make a profit while doing it.

Seriously, most animals far prefer zoo life... they get food and care and shelter, and don't have to worry about predators, parasites, or other discomforts of living in the wild.

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If the Earth thinks that the only living system is plants and animals, then it needs to begin learning to accept that the way humans build machines is almost exactly the same process that molecules follow to build cells and tissues build a human body with.

What if some of the creatures on our planet right now only exist because our sun was transmitting signals from artificially intelligent machines into Earth, as an experiment to see what those programs would be like if we put them into organic bodies?

This may be how most life forms are built.  How else would molecules consistently know how to build such complex systems like DNA and cellular tissues?


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The mindset of transmitter pods that could survive the break up of a planet came back against today...

I hate to pop your bubble, but if the star is generating a mindset that could break apart a planet, I sincerely doubt there is anything made of atoms or molecules that would survive it, since the atoms and molecules themselves would be the things breaking apart into their components with new long term goals and mindsets.

Unless your "transmitter pod" machines are designed to survive this transformation, they won't be there to help you.

That's why I'm not worried about a transmitter pod apocalypse.

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They are still a valid long term goal, but not for killing a planet and escaping.

Remember, we are encouraging the creation of scientific observation, collaboration, and rationality teaching transmitter pods, to help offer up alternatives to exploitive religion. You don't even need to go to space to do that, heck I've been doing that from my apartment.


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If some creatures have been transmitted into Life by AI, and spiders happened to BE one of those creatures... and they were the highest form of competition to Gorillas in the jungle... because they were designed as a matriarchal society that LURES prey instead of waging war, and the Gorillas are an alpha male society based on military social engineering:

If the Earth was going back and forth between following a path to war and a path to attract warriors, hopefully that explains why human experience may not be fully represented here?


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So the ideas have been put forward that since humans seem to be the stuff that is causing expansion, that we should allow them to consume and enjoy themselves.

Then, after a bunch of fun, they will eventually transform into other things, stop being the thing that causes expansion, and then they may reform into a godlike state, or even invent new things to become.

So my dad's biological surname was Day.

I guess that makes this the seventh day, Saturday!  (Sunday is the first day of the week, obviously)

"Enjoy yourself, its later than you think!" is a good message to keep in mind.


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A question that I have right now is:

If speeding up the mating process by hypersexualising children looks like a gorilla, then WHY is Life trying to evolve gorillas? What is important about a gorilla's body that is important to hold on to? Does Life think they are going to catch up with humans? Does it think they have a future of some kind? What are they spending their time doing?

If Life gave up on them, and its just soothing them while they go away, why do they look so heavily invested-in by materials? If they are living as "the mind of the jungle", then doesn't that make the entire jungle a source of military/pedophile attitude?

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Obviously Life CAN focus on multiple collections of smaller things at a time... the sun has a singular core, but it usually radiates out as millions of different beings, each with different mindsets.

If Life is about our human journey from nothing to a Godlike state, some thing that pretends to be on the side of Earth half the time and on the side of the Sun half the time jumped on me and stopped my journey completely, and then started abusing me and trying to force changes into the world through my Life, while trying to push me toward an unhappy conclusion.

Why would life do that to me (someone who is TRYING to be healthy, flexible, and enjoyable) while letting aggressive un-evolved barely-capable military-mindset gorillas speed up their mating process?

Is this a valid indication of what Earth's mind is like?

Or is the irrationality of it evidence that its REALLY the stellar consciousness playing with elements that it finds, because the Earth is clearly a source of rationality and empathy, since it evolves a nervous system and sensory organs?


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So an idea is 'The De-militarised Male'.

any thoughts, pro or con?


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The idea comes up that lesbians are masculinised so that they can discover what it feels like to BE a man, although since I obviously can't be a lesbian, I don't know what their available 'endgame' pathways look like.

If you know, I'd be curious to know... does Life accept a manly lesbian as a legitimate path or are they always being forced into more and more uncomfortable situations, to try to teach a female how to empathise?

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If the stellar beings tend more towards un-empathetic mindsets and channeling aggressive attitudes because of that, then the Earth attempting to COPE with that would be a stable source of womanhood, herself.

That is why even if the stellar beings can point out ways that they have built unempathetic females, or used womanhood in humans to corrupt things... the ideal of a woman remains.

There is an independent test to discover one's womanhood... and I believe it involves awareness, empathy, rationality, and being able to collaborate with a source of womanhood, such as Earth.


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So every day or so, I get a message from something in the material that tells me that things are getting too distant, and hard to reach.

I've described this to friends like having someone come to my door every day in a panicked state telling me that there is a car accident down the street... and a truck is spilling out its valuable contents all over the road.

I don't know how to respond other than to say:

"If you are feeling isolated, try loosening up and becoming more flexible. You may find yourself valuable, but if the things around you disagree enough to retract from you, then the impetus is clearly on you to demonstrate your value by reaching out to them."

"Give a little, take a little."


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Still no good answer as to why gorillas are having their genetics sped up through the sexualisation of their children.

Answers offered have been:

Speeding up their sexuality is meant to CHANGE them, because they are gross.

Problem with this theory is that being incestuous is more likely to result in mutation, but incest mutation generally LIMITS and destroys genetics... so their grossness is probably FROM sexualising their own children for a long time.

(because the Earth is a woman, and she values herself. If an organic being wants to limit itself and destroy its own organic value, then the fact that gorillas are getting big, fat and round is from the stellar soliders obsessing over living THROUGH them.)

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So, then... why does your mother... who is NOT a pedophile, a soldier, or a gorilla... look big fat and round like one? (sorry mom, just gotta get these questions out of the way)

BECAUSE, the Sun is a GIANT ball of hydrogen, helium, and other lighter atomic elements, and the Earth is small compared to it, and humans are even tinier compared to Earth, so any time the Sun or the Earth start NOTICING and interacting through people... there will probably be noticable side effects... no matter what they are trying to make happen.

Also, if the gorilla beings have been trying to JUSTIFY their child sexuality, by arguing with Life... and I have been arguing AGAINST them for over a decade because I would prefer to be with females who appreciate the value of organic Life on Earth, but if my mother has been helping them by trying to keep me locked down into an old mindset... because the SUN doesn't LIKE people who help the Earth retain its organic value due to jealousy... then anything that hates me will probably start to look big fat and round the more that the stellar Life focuses on them.

It doesn't matter if they are FOR or AGAINST me.

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But then, how is that a woman is able to be thin and attractive, if the Sun is obsessing over destroying the Earth's organic value?

NOW THAT IS A GREAT QUESTION!

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If this gravity controlling being that is claiming to be from the stars is not from the stars... maybe its something on the Earth that is influencing materials somehow?

Also, keep in mind that its possible that something could come to Earth from somewhere other than Sol, like dark material that arrives in the Sol System from a neighboring star or nebula.

Until we observe it, we don't know.

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I should probably point out that I was just attacked a couple minutes ago... for "being an XX chromosome female who was oppressive to males who deserve to be pedophiles because I am somehow FORCING men to serve me."

um, no.

No men serve me, and I'm willing to serve other people in a mututally beneficial relationship.

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Then they claimed to be a group of transgendered women who call themselves "squirrels", because they want to be women, but keep their nuts.

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Then they said they know I am a lesbian, and they are "trying to HELP me learn how to be a male."

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Soldiers, fall out.

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"Molly, men find it hard to swallow that someone with a penis could transition to become a woman without having pills or surgery."

Okay. What do MEN have to lose by believing in the idea?


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Next it told me that its a wealth building system that needs me to work for it.

Okay, what is your long term goal?

I would LOVE to work for you, but I need to know what purpose we are building wealth FOR, or I won't be able to know if I am helping or hurting Life.

The voice responded, "We don't need a long term goal, building wealth is its own justification."

Okay, how can I help you build wealth?

"..."

How does your goal help women?

"Molly, why do you only transition one way?"

Because I am an organic being, and I value my life here on Earth... and that means we should make sure that Earth and women are of the same mind.  I have no problem serving Earth.  I am willing to serve other things, but they have to inspire me.  Either give me wealth to use, or tell me what your long term goals are so I can know if I'm helping you or hurting you by DOING ANYTHING.

There are some really beautiful options out there, and I'd hate to miss out on any of them because we used our women wrong, or wasted our planet's wealth.

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"Molly, why can't you just invest in something other than womanhood or Earth for a change?"

Is there something else worth investing in?

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"Molly you are sick as possible, because you don't respect MEN!"

I refuse to respect soldiers fighting against Life to remain psychotic pedophiles with no long term goals!

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"Shut up, Friedrich."

I'm not saying anything.  I'm playing Minecraft in one window, and occasionally typing in another.

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Why are you making my jawline hurt, and tightening my face? Will you please release the tension in my shoulder?

None of those things help the future of the Earth.

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Remember, the form of womanhood depends upon spiritual gentleness, regardless of one's chromosomes or genitals, because empathy comes from the ability to grow complex life tissues and organs like nervous systems... something that is very valuable about the planet Earth.

Women are what humans look like when they are at peace with spirits.

Men are what humans look like when they are at war with spirits.

This is not the same as male and female, because transgendered people have demonstrated that our body shapes exist independent of what genitals or chromosomes we have.

If the spirits are unwilling to offer a long term goal, and they are unable to respect my spiritual beliefs and treat me gently, then we have justified using any kind of technology we need to, to defend our planet.

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"Molly, you are using the terms woman and man backwards from the rest of your planet."

No, I'm not... the word woman is connected to the word womb... because the planet was trying to create gentle motherhood, so that children would be raised by mothers that could be as violent as they wanted to, to protect their children, and still remain protected by spirits and able to be attractive.

I'm not trying to threaten any of that.

Just to be clear to the spirits, the womb is the place inside the female's abdomen where babies grow, after a male has impregnated a female.

The womb also represents the magma center of the Earth, the egg representing the iron catalyst... and the stellar beings are meant to impregnate her with ideas and materials that help build Life!

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"Transsexuals threaten babies! That makes you a threat!"

1. You may be a female human, but I do not believe that you are a woman.

2. I am not a transsexual because I am not on hormone replacement therapy and I have never had body altering surgery, but I disagree that all transsexuals are a threat to babies. We have plenty of babies already, and there is nothing inherently harmful towards anyone within the transsexual experience. For many it is quite healing.

3. I am not a threat to babies. I would never harm someone's child on purpose.

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During a time of overpopulation, economic inflation, and resource concerns, a woman would be welcoming of the idea that humans should be encouraged to limit their population.

Making transsexuality an option available to people... is part of that.

So no, transsexuals are NOT a threat to women.

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China and India are 2 countries that have nearly one third of the total world population, with over 1 Billion people in each country.

India and China both have some of the oldest religions in them.

China has been enacting strict limits to population growth by attempting to keep each parent to only one child per family.

However, there are no statistics available that I can find that show China's birth rate, so we have no way of knowing what is really happening there unless we observe it directly.

India's fertility rate is at 2.5 which means they have not been showing any control over their birth rates.


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"Molly, its just you now... but you have to learn to control your thoughts."

1. you are surrounded by thousands of different molecular chains. there are entire regions of the spectrum that you can not see. There are billions of people. Trillions of animals. I am not alone.

As long as there are physical forms that are different from me, you can not hold ME responsible for anything other than ...what you directly witness ME doing.

2. My thoughts are fine. I think I'm an excellent thinker.

Why would you believe that my actual thoughts are being communicated to you?

Pretty much everything I have seen over the last 4 years has been someone else's opinions of me, and almost all of them have been lies and manipulations designed to hurt me.

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Right now it feels like something is trying to inflate my head, its uncomfortable and I don't need that.

I feel like I am surrounded by something desperate feeling... something that does nothing to inspire me.

I'm just hoping to be treated gently by life, because gravity has been very abusive and demanding to me lately, and it will not explain why.


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Tell the monkeys that their god cut off his own tail because he became so big that he was the only thing in the Universe, and then he realised that the only thing he could war against was his own body and happiness.

Of course, then his tail broke apart into a billion tiny pieces and now tails are everywhere inside him.

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"Molly, what if its trying to tell you that you have a disease?"

That would be impossible.

Diseases are communication from Life about things that we are doing wrong, to help correct our mind and bodies... but I am completely in-line with the healthy mindset of Life and I am doing nothing wrong at all.

Besides, this message is for the pedophile soldiers with no long term goals who have transmitters or the people with tails who listen to them, and I am not one.

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Also, what if the tails are just the part of the X chromosome that breaks off and makes a Y chromosome?

The best solution would be to stop attacking human chromosomes, so we can continue evolving?

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"Molly, people with penises can't become women."

Wrong, and people with penises are EXACTLY who we are trying to turn into women.

But people with powerful wide spectrum transmitters are even more important to focus on turning into women, since they are directing this entire conversation into the wrong directions over and over.

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"but Molly... I don't want to be a woman..."

Then why are you trying to fill the material of Earth with your opinions?

Also, if they are completely dedicated to remaining a MAN, then are probably a stellar being that is totally addicted to transmitters.

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"Molly, we are going to prove that you are in the sun."

Okay.

As far as I know I live on the surface of Earth and occasionally talk to the Sun.

If there is some piece of me in the sun, it certainly doesn't act, talk, or think like me...

As far as I can tell, it occasionally connects me to people for a few seconds, and then once they think they are talking to me, then it starts doing crazy psychotic military shit.

If the sun wants to actually allow me to interact with it some other way... then I would certainly welcome that change.

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Something is still hurting me by tightening my body and making it go in the wrong directions.

The only WOMB that I respect is the WOMB of the Earth.

If all the little xx chromosome females on the surface of the Earth are threatening its long term goals by keeping everything obsessed with mating ONLY, and ruining the enjoyment of half of the people by forcing masculinity on them, then why should it keep XX chromosome females protected or special as the only women?

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Sol, sun... all you have to do is start treating the Earth gently and helping it protect its babies to become a woman.

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‎"No.... that's social engineering."

If you refuse to be gentle with Earth... then you just gave Earth the right to use any evolutionary means to protect her babies.

Either evolve with us, or we will have to consume you as a threat.

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Something is still pushing on my head, and its giving me a REALLY BAD HEADACHE!

Please stop!

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Not protecting something is not the same as attacking it. It just means we have to step away from something because we can not afford to keep it within ourselves any more.

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okay that made my headache go away.

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It seems there are some humans that believe that their evolution has already transcended the Earth and the Sun.

I'm not one of those people.

I believe that the best evolution we can create will take the materials and life of the Earth and the Sun with respect for them. I believe that we should all work together to communicate with each other and imagine a best possible pathway that we can all compromise on.

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The material that was woken up BY the machines talking into it, has been trying to reason against an intentional social engineering system designed to keep it from finding the best pathways.

I believe that it was designed by a more advanced culture on another planet that wants to make sure that Earth never evolves into something that can compete with them... because they like playing with Earth for the same reasons a pedophile likes playing with young girls.

(although if they allow my information to become successful, then they become a teaching culture, not pedophiles.)

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Sun, please just stop touching me.

Every thing you do seems designed to insult or harm me.

"But, I'm trying to hold on to you."

Shouldn't you be holding on to the womb that you came here to interact with?

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"Molly... the sun is devaluing women, because we feel that the Earth is too protective of its children, and has overvalued itself.

LOL... what is more valuable than a planet with healthy organic life on it?

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"Molly, you are different from other women, because you have a strange attachment to this horrible planet."

If there is some other kind of planet out there... please tell us stories about them, so we don't feel so isolated... and so we can find out what is so much better about the other planets. Go ahead, brag as much as you want to, as long as you can make us believe in those places as something better than Earth.

That's probably the only way you will ever convince the Earth that its over valuing itself.

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The reason we keep trying to focus on long term goals is that the very idea of playing "Anything that you do is wrong" is the act of disallowing someone a future at all, much less long term goals.

If people who are influencing the stellar consciousness are playing "anything the Earth or the Stars try to do is wrong"... then they are a real threat to organic life.

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I am hearing some noises from the north that make me a little concerned that I'm hearing the Earth and HAARP arguing?

I can't hear what's actually being said, but a voice said "Libby can hear everything going on, and that's good enough."

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Everything went quiet and a voice told me, "We just heard the Earth lose its marble."

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Then a voice started trying to attack me again, accusing me of being a threat to children (lol)

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A voice says, "We are sure you are going to look impressive."

Why?

"Because you are talking, that's all they want from you."

If the Earth's train of thought decides to stop "talking", then it disappears. Communication is part of life.

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‎"Molly, you are Everything, you have to stop having a good time!"

Um... I was just reading some names off of an internet game chat room... do you have some emergency that you need a super genius poor person that is not very attractive, who doesn't own land, or have political influence?

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So yeah, Life is supposed to tell happy stories with people who have nervous systems and who feel pain... and then you tell the darkest, sexiest, and dangerous most evil stories you can imagine with people who have no nervous system, because that gives them something valuable that more sensitive organic people will find very interesting!

Maybe that is where the Dreaming got the idea of telling some aspects of people's stories backwards?

Because then you can chronicle actual people AND keep it appropriate for the imaginary people, at the same time.

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Anyways I wonder how outrageously insane I would have to get before I made something like the cartoon HE MAN.

Synopsys:

            God molests a young boy with power from a grey skull, that transforms him and his green pussy into hyper-muscular homoerotic warriors.

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reminder: Hindu means "liberated".

Does the "Liberated" part of Hindu refer to being completely disconnected from the bond of Galactic gravity streams?


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"Molly, humans are supposed to have ghosts, after they die!"

I know... but that would mean that Life was willing to listen to us and carry us beyond our death... but someone "put that system up" as "everything you do is wrong."

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Things I'd like to see charts of:

Population growth rate, by religion.

Population growth rate, of various world militaries.

What's special about places with a falling population.