I'm not going to get tricked into "resource limit" discussions in an infinite universe.

If you believe the Universe is limited, the weight is on your shoulders to "prove" it, not mine.

Now, once we ignore limits, the only concern is, "what do we enjoy being?"

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Refresher on how to snap females out of the insane sexist plasma mindset:

If the hymen is a "physical record against exposing children to intercourse", and that is what gives females their feelings of superiority over anything with a penis (which are basically "exploded" female reproductive organs popped inside-out)...

Then how can people with vaginas claim to be representing purity, when half of their children are born with penises?

If they consider penises inferior because they don't have hymens... doesn't that make females the creators of all of the children doomed to be punished for having "genitals with no record against child intercourse"?

In a world where we pay attention to a hymen as the only important thing about a human, isn't the celebration of a boy baby the celebration of a new baby pedophile?

Wouldn't that again make females the actual SOURCE of pedophilia?

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Next problem: how to snap males out of the insane sexist belief that only women with vaginas should be comfortable with their bodies.

The pattern of behavior I am noticing is males who are mentally trained to spiritually reject or limit anyone between the gender extremes, especially if they perceive those people as having a penis.

That possessive control over who is comfortable and who isn't is possibly the source of sexism, and when most of the traits of maleness are abusive and age-promoting... that is extreme self destructive behavior perpetrated on anyone with a penis.


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Inspirational Arthur C. Clarke quotes:

"I can never look now at the Milky Way without wondering from which of those banked clouds of stars the emissaries are coming. If you will pardon so commonplace a simile, we have set off the fire alarm and have nothing to do but to wait. I do not think we will have to wait for long."

"Perhaps it is better to be un-sane and happy, than sane and un-happy. But it is the best of all to be sane and happy. Whether our descendants can achieve that goal will be the greatest challenge of the future. Indeed, it may well decide whether we have any future."

"Others, one suspects, are afraid that the crossing of space, and above all contact with intelligent but nonhuman races, may destroy the foundations of their religious faith. They may be right, but in any event their attitude is one which does not bear logical examination — for a faith which cannot survive collision with the truth is not worth many regrets."

"They will have time enough, in those endless aeons, to attempt all things, and to gather all knowledge ... no Gods imagined by our minds have ever possessed the powers they will command ... But for all that, they may envy us, basking in the bright afterglow of Creation; for we knew the Universe when it was young."

"Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic."

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Theory: If technology and magic intersect at their apex, then according to My Little Pony (how can anyone question the veracity of such a source?), friendship mainly exists as an advanced form of technology.

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Looking deeper into this idea: if the various mindsets of the materials are informed and kept tuned to the wills of social engineering designed and delivered by advanced cultures, then someone attempting to question or argue against fundamental assumptions in our culture may actually find that there are literally no social groups for them to interact with in a healthy manner.

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Now the question remains: since I have found it incredibly helpful and healthy to challenge the fundamental assumptions, and that "friendship" was mainly interested in directly and intentionally diminishing our neutron wealth...

Does that mean that friendship itself is little more than an illusion designed to use peers to coax us into self destructive behaviors?

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Here's an additional expansion on the topic:

Because all of this social engineering and manipulation that takes place through the materials tends to involve hydrogen or plasma pushing into someone, any sufficiently advanced opinion may be indistinguishable from FAT.

I believe that is because the system attempts to use hydrogen and plasma to literally drown out any biological lifeforms that are conservative and protective of their neutron wealth.

So sound suicidal and extremely gendered, but be certain you are talking backwards, and the system may not know how to isolate neutrons?


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Sunday blahbitty 4893th whateverday:

As someone who feels that I have resolved all of my "unhealthy thoughts", here is the simplest and easiest way I would resolve any question of pedophilia (because sexual interest in children has long been considered a huge problem in our society):

If people that are different from children are thought of "too interested in children", then the resolution is to...

A. Make them more different from children, because they will eventually become equal but different, and child/adult sexual interest will become an "orbiting relationship system", where they equally seek each other out?

No.

B. Make them more different from children, because we want ADULTS to be so valuable that children feel ugly and inferior and begin seeking adults out desperately.

Nah.

C. Make adults more different from children, because we want our children to feel so attractive and superior that any adult that they show interest in or spend time around will be obsessively throwing him/her self at our children.

Nope.

D. Make adults less different from children, because then we won't be noticing that the aging process is too aggressive/wrongly/a-ethically applied.

Maybe.

E. Make them less different from children, because there is nothing wrong with humans looking flexible, small, slender, and healthy.

Yes.

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Things that are the same tend to not be obsessed over each other's bodies.

If everyone looks like a young feminine person, and we use clothes to cover the only difference (our genitals), then we will achieve a comfortable equality in our society.

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A spirit asks:

"What if we make people different from children for a reason?"

What reason would that be?

"To get things done. We have found that if humans are comfortable and look like children, they don't do anything."

That seems strange... when I actually WAS a child, I was super excited for life and there was tons of stuff I wanted to do. I think you are lying, spirit.

How would you explain child prodigies then?

Little children who are expert piano, violin, and chess players... things that some thought only an adult could accomplish with a lifetime of experience?

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But even if that is true:

Then what are your goals that you need people to have bodies that are super different from children?

If you say "construction jobs, military jobs, and demolition jobs", then can we at least stop torturing people doing those essential jobs by accusing them of being the "unhealthy source of pedophilia", since it may be important for them to be physically different?

Also, my own personal theory is that with all the tools and equipment we use, almost every job could be accomplished by people with youthful bodies, if we decided to design our culture that direction.

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Besides, I have a shoulder injury, so if the entire point of making people different from children is goal-oriented physical labor, I am a very poor choice to focus on turning into a physical laborer, since the more pressure you put on my upper body, the less likely I am going to ANYTHING... much less work in a construction/military/demolition job.

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A spirit just tried to attack me as someone who is "wealthy with youthfulness". If age and oldness are not considered a form of wealth and have no value, then why would we go along with a spiritual system designed to force age on everyone?

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Also, my grandparents might have a spiritual parasite that is hyperdimensionally feeding on their prone state. Because something just jumped on my body when I visited them and its trying to invent limitations and socially violent reasons to break down my neutrons. That means age works to the advantage of breaking down our star system to feed the mass of other places in the Galaxy.


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Monday May 20th 2013:

I don't believe in "unhealthy attraction". I believe instead that there are types of spiritual interaction that many humans do not understand. If it makes you uncomfortable to notice something, then I believe the healthy response is to communicate your experience and ask questions. I believe that answers are all around us, and that our spiritual relationships can change. I believe that its valuable to challenge assumptions like "inevitable age".

Please note that I didn't say we should follow every feeling. I believe its possible to educate and redirect spirits that attempt to put pressures on us that would harm us. If a spirit cannot explain to you clearly why its trying to impell you, in a way that makes you WANT to go along with it... then its probably part of a destructive mindset that is trying to convince non-heavenly star systems to self destruct and break down quickly into easy to control, relatively simple materials like giant masses of hydrogen, with the goal of absorbing and using those materials to feed the growing hunger and desires of Heavenly star systems.

And if you think that is NOT what is happening, then what is stopping you from taking those ideas and becoming them? Can you imagine a more justified mindset than knowing you are heavenly, a pinnacle of creation itself, and that anything around you must become exactly like you or break down serving you? Is what you're currently like MORE FUN to be?

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As we have stated before, I believe that a spirit that is actually trying to help us IMPROVE our selves will be more focused on educating the wealthy and powerful how to make this star system more enjoyable, and that a helpful spirit doesn't need to harm ANYONE.

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7:50 AM

Woke up a few minutes ago to a spirit hyperdimensionally deforming my head and trying to strangle me.

When I asked it what the fuck it think its doing... it responded, "We're making you interesting looking."

If this is value building, then is anyone going to find me so "interesting looking" that they fall in love with what I look like and desire sex with me so much that they will pursue me?

Because so far "interesting looking" looks like a deliberate attempt to destroy what little bit of Heaven has started to build itself in an aware way here in this star system, and I don't appreciate this attempt to also destroy my comfort, age me, and obliterate my body away from the perfection of childhood.

Because I don't remember anything trying to crush my head or strangle my throat from the inside... when I was a child and EXCITED to be alive and enjoy life the most.

This feels like an attempt to engineer pedophilia into someone, especially since I keep asking what the goal of this spirit is, and it won't answer. Which is noteworthy considering how fucking annoyingly chatty its been for the last 5 years.

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I also want to note that I did hear the materials complaining about communications weapons while I was still waking up, and that a voice told me, "We're not mythical beasts" and it was referring to Mob Excess Deterrent Using Silent Audio.

I believe that Heaven would use such a system to defend itself or break down life that was not interested in building Heaven, if it wanted to... but if such a system wasn't used carefully it would be just as likely to destroy whatever it was inside, as it was to do anything else.

Also, its back to trying to shove my body into non-human spirit shapes.  Right now its going back and forth between a dog shape and a cow shape.

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I think its time to talk about high rent and land ownership.

Let's frame this discussion around the word "tress-passing", as specifically related to tresses of hair, and "balledness" being related to attempts to claim ownership over a giant ball called Earth.

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lol a spirit asked me about my goals earlier, acting as if I hadn't publicly written out dozens of goals already.

1. I'd like to solidify my material protection so that I can be certain that I have a spiritual relationship with this star system that will last at least 1000 years without having to be harshly abused physically into the state they call "aging".

2. I'd like to continue spreading the ideas in my journals and awareness of them to new people. Because I would love for the generation of millenials (and others) to join me as actual youthful 1000 year lifespan people.

3. I'd like to challenge this star system to build Heaven... instead of suicidally harming itself and its own people and ability to compete with star systems that have already built Heaven.

4. I'd like this star system to begin evolving humans forward in a safe and element-adding and feature-adding way. Because I want to find out what humans are capable of when an entire planet full of them realizes that they were being operated wrong and that we can do much better.

5. My personal ideas for building Heaven are to turn the United States of America into the actual United Nations of Earth, making sure that we have fair protections for the populace, challenging the wealthy to improve conditions and help spread some of the things they enjoy about life here on Earth by making them easier for the populace to enjoy.

6. I'd like to see children that are wise and capable as adults, and who don't feel pressured into puberty and mating and reproduction for the sake of inflation only.

7. I'd like to lose my unearned puberty traits and age and join the youthful non-reproducers in #6.

8. I'd like to see our culture begin to openly discuss what we are going to build and create and become once we have a stable millenial youth populace and a united planetary government that protects them from being exploited.

9. It may be fun to eventually transform our star system into new form that will capable of taking on other Heavens in some form of battle to compete for greater resources and longevity.

10. I'd love to see us transcend some of our traditional limitations like livestock keeping, land ownership without goals, inflation for profit, spiritually institutionalized sexism and ethnicity... etc...

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The entire point of building a millenial youth populace is that they will be smaller and healthier... and because of their decreased size they will need less resources to keep them going for a long time.

Also, if you want to encourage activity, stop trying to create big puffed up people. Muscles may allow for some degree of strength over others, but who is more willing to go out and be social and interact with people, someone who is thin and comfortable or someone who is extreme looking?

And we already know that the body type this culture calls a "woman's gender" is by definition NOT EXTREME, because it represents a balanced and centered looking person, and that applying any pressure to them will knock them out of their comfortable balance, ruining their posture, adding unattractive fat deposits, and causing stress.

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oh yeah almost forgot:

11. I'd like to see the creation and enjoyment of a full-spectrum weather detection network, so that the populace will be able to track and locate not only the natural weather across the entire spectrum here on Earth, but we would also be able to triangulate any unusual transmitter use happening in around us.

A spy/pirate/hacker/etc transmitting illegally on frequencies reserved for special occasions only?

The network would see that and we could use that data over time to figure out who it was and how we can guard ourselves against communication weapons and hurtful propaganda attacks.

12. Once my work here feels finished and I feel rested up and ready for another challenge, I would like to arrange to travel to other star systems, so I can see what the problems are there and what we can do to improve their situation for the good of the Galactic Culture.

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As for my short term minor goals:

1. find a rent assisted place so I am not stuck in my current housing situation due to my physical disability.

2. Move my publishing equipment and supplies and finish publishing Katalyka and get it sent out to customers.

3. work on Project Myriad.

4. work on some small sewing projects.

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So, here's MY question for "not Heaven":

Why are you trying to imagine that an actual living piece of Heaven (me), has a giant screaming spirit mouth?

I'm not only a calm communicator, I have been more than patient enough while responding to harassment I don't deserve. I am also one of the few people on this planet actually trained to not only understand why a material being might complain about transmitters, but how to operate a transmitter with the correct information.

And no, you aren't going to abuse me into transmitting all the time, that wears out my equipment unnecessarily, and its yet another example of unhealthy patterns of behavior spreading themselves.

I'm not participating in that.